Through the waterways

Through the water ways

We are 'non-big'

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Thursday, April 05, 2007

Atonement /9:09 AM

I've been sitting here waiting for good friday to come. And its come!

Don't worry, I'm not going to preach today.

For the past few days, I've been in a rather melancholic mood. Perhaps its because life seemed so frivolous since school was out. As someone once told me: "You'd feel empty after a while of leaving school." I did pick up some books to read, but very unfortunately, they were of a more poignant sort and they left me feeling more moody than ever.

It isn't just books.

While I like spending time alone reading, there always is this longing for human connection.

I miss my friends.

Yes, I miss them.

There are people I on a weekly sort of basis, if not in person, at least on msn. There are people I pay visits too fortnightly. And then there are also those who seem to have floated away and I wonder what became of them. I pick up the phone, dial their number and press my ear close to the receiver. In my mind I rehearse my lines: "Are you free now? Let's chat a bit. Wanna go out for tea? Or maybe dinner? I don't think you'll be free for lunch right?" I always hope so hard that they want to speak with me, or want to get together again. Just a little something to show that they remember me. However, about four out of five times I get the responce: "soandso is in the toilet, could you call back later."

I think the next time I find them I'd tell them straight in the face:

"I MISS YOU!"

Well, they may freak out and run.

Anyway, the next time anyone hears that line coming from my mouth (even if the tone I use is super chirpy, super ditzy, or extremely unemotional), you can bet that person meant a whole lot to me.

Drats! I'm done venting. Have a good good friday everyone!

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Melissa Quake
19.10.90
NYP. Dental Therapy and Hygiene. ^-^
Likes: Things/people/creatures/places that are generally non-big, non-violent, non-intrusive and non-loud (if there's such a thing). On top of that I like books, sweets, church, fluffy toys and rainy weather. Erm... I like alot of other things too...
Dislikes: Cockroaches? And the fact that people always give me pink things. (I like blue, green, mauve and white people).
Hobbies: Drawing. Writing. Spending time alone. ^-^
Wishes: I wish someone would write a story for me (fat hope), teach me how to cook, do sudoku, the rubix cube, the magic square and to write with my left hand. I'd like to see the night sky in NewZealand and that Singapore won't sink under the sea.

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